And the emptiness is lethal. & the more I isolate myself, the more I feel hallow. & the more I try, the less I find a way out….
So everyday I just put off waking up to avoid facing arid days & I linger in my bed while my thoughts fly away to the nothingness land.
The ridiculous point is even in my dreams I am not content. I run away to fantasy yet even there, there is no comfort. So I just lie there in my bed & try hard to concentrate on an empty void…. Since it really doesn’t matter what I’m pondering about, the result is the same: I end up in emptiness & emptiness is lethal.
Thursday, November 17, 2005
Loneliness
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2 comments:
You sound depressed. Depression is one of the most ugly and most difficult of illnesses. The good news is that there are things you can do about it. If you can, try to see a doctor about this. Seriously.
In the meantime, I will keep you in my thoughts.
Thanks Dear...
This is just a note I found in my old notebook where I kept some poems. Thought I would post it here cos I loved the looping feel it gives me. That's all.
But you are right. I had been very depressed when I wrote that note I seeked profesional help but now I am better. Still I keep going to check-ups to make sure I am ok.
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