growing up

I meant to ask you something & I want you to answer me honestly. Do you think I have changed *a lot* in the past few months? I mean do you think that you don’t know me at all? Do you feel like I have been replaced by someone else?
I know I am changing, growing up or whatever you may call it & I know it’s not for best…. What I’m saying is lately it seems that all I do is wrong & that I don’t have time for my friends. & as time passes by I feel that my morals are transforming into something nobody but myself understands. I’m afraid of growing up, if it means all this changes. & I am not ready for this… anything that it might be.